“I feel as though it’s a cruel trick that gets played on so many young people, through no fault of your own … that’s what was handed to you, and so you might slip up,” Lawlor said, according to the Post. “When you slip up, you get to go to jail for 25 years.”

The bus driver reportedly testified she has suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder as a result of the incident. As for the teenage victim, his mother said she moved him away from the area and he refuses to ride the school bus. When he did enter a bus, he had a panic attack, she reportedly testified.

Braveboy told reporters after the hearing that sentence was appropriate because the whole incident was planned and Holland’s intent was to “murder a child.”

Holland pleaded guilty earlier this year to first-degree attempted murder.